It leaves such a bad taste in my mouth. I don't feel motivated enough to do anything. I haven't had breakfast or lunch even. Whats wrong with me? I want to get right with God. But the thought of it... repels me. I'm shocked too but it does. Dear God... Have I fallen so far? Am I so proud that I would not crawl back to you? Dare I show my indignation? God... I need to run away. Just for awhile. Just for a couple of days. God, I wanna run away with you.

::: Song of the Day :::
In my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed

how long must you wait for it?
how long must you pay for it?

I was scared
Tired and under prepared
But I wait for it
And if you go
Leave me down here on my own
Then I'll wait for you

Sing it please, please, please
Come back and sing to me
To me
| coldplay - in my place |